Bab 2 2025

Its 32 years old year. Me. 

I experienced so much that, I feel like I aged that I should left the world by now. But I still love hooman. What an irony. Haha. 

So whats new. Its silver splitter. 

Its bound to happen anyways. Just a matter of when. And when I am about to blame myself, I just had a moment of flashback that this ain't at all my fault. If people are saying this shouldn't have happened and the people are comparing whats in then, it shouldn't have happened since the beginning. It wasn't a downfall cause, 

I had chance to be given birth, despite all the odds.

Hence, as forgetful of things I am, I shall stand and walk as if nothings happens again towards the goal. 

To die a blessed life. 

I don't regrets anything nor I had wasted any. Its people life, its people choice. And my choice for now is to be as ignorant as possible. 

Watching the wrinkles and weakness of human as they age, for how much torment should we give in this fleeting moment. 

8.02 am RnR Gambang 

I hate to cry in the middle of nowhere eating nasi lemak and hot coffee.