Pandora box

Hi there. 

I was just a week into the new position. I would say I don't know many about the job I was in. And I had my wisdom tooth removed. It was a very uneasy feeling. The nerve kept tingling that I don't know was it the side effect that I can't think properly. 

I was going back for the promise. Into the house. I had put back all my nasty behavior back as I was remembering the journey we shared as I grow that I couldn't blam fate or the person. Well we just keep it as it is. Then I see the blue plastic box. Sealed with: please don't open. 

And yet I opened it. 

It was full of the journey and momento as I grow these 10 years back. I sealed them as I don't want to be mocked by my achievement in the past. It had been over and I had to find the new journey. 

It was very though perhaps back then. Now that the fate turns, I am so relieved and seeing the awards today was just seeing any other meaningless goods. I mean, it doesn't signify and labelling me. 

Now I just want to take a breather, take a step back and tell myself to just go on. With life, for where it will carry me to, to You. 

Thank you Lord.